Monday, December 3, 2012

Away

It's been over a month since my last update! Omg.
Sorry for the lack of updates, my remaining readers.
I've been too tired or too busy to blog.

So, it's been close to 3 months since I started my internship.
Along the way I've made plenty of friends.

I wonder if they will be passing clouds in my life like the friends I made in all my previous jobs or really friends that would stay in my life as I grow older.
They are sure fun to hang out with although I've known them for less than 3 months.

It's sad when people leave my life.

Friday, September 21, 2012

It's been awhile and yes! Internship has started for me and everyone else :)
I thought it wasn't as bad as I imagined, really. In the beginning it's a dread to be waking up every morning at 5am. But now, I'm kinda used to it already. :D
My colleagues are nice, the staff canteen's food's not too bad, my job is good.

Well, till then.

Friday, September 7, 2012

Sometimes I wonder if it's my expectations. Am I hard to please? Failed relationships have destroyed close to all the confidence I have to make things work. I am so conscious of everything I feel that I keep questioning myself. And more often than not, I find myself pulling you down with me, into this emotional shithole. I'm not tired of being in a relationship, I'm not tired of you, I'm tired of myself.

Is it too late to change? No it's never too late. I need to be more focused on what I want.

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Handburger!

Went to have Handburger for dinner with ze sis on Sunday evening! :D
It wasn't as good as I expected, or maybe I chose the wrong burger? But I have a feeling Fatboy's Burgers and Bar will be so so much better. 

Chunky Mushroom Soup (Awesome! (Y) )

Cajun Chicken Cordon Bleu Burgz

The Handburger Dessert Burger. Now this one is special. It's actually bread with a chocolate 'patty', with cream cheese, some green apples and strawberry jam in between. Yumz but I got sick of it after a few bites.

And here's my sis! :D Thanks for the treat :x

Just came back from a great day out with my girls! Will blog when all the pictures are up on facebook. :>

Friday, August 31, 2012

Updates for the past 2 weeks

Hi!!! After two weeks of intensive mugging and sleeping for less than 5 hours per day, I'm finally free from academic binds! Is there such a term? Oh gee, got so rusty with blogger I couldn't even find the alignment icon to click on. 

ANYWAY, just pampered myself for a little bit with these!


I've decided I'm gonna start being a proper demure girl who cares about her face and all. I usually put zero make up, no foundation/bb cream/sun block when I step out of the house. So my skin's pretty much damaged from the sun by now. I hope it's not too late to start taking care of it? :(

Right, sooooo I've been mugging for 4 papers! Can't remember the last time I had 4 papers in poly. In Year 1 I had 5 and it was hell. Everyday of the study break was like:
No kidding.

And what's worse is that Tyki decided that she's horny again. So during every single day of the study week she's literally moaning and yowling away, or striking weird poses.


I know, isn't she adorbz? Made a hell lot of noise but I still love her very much... :x

Moving on~
I got a chance to go to Shas' Raya party! It's the first time I went Raya visiting at a friend's house so its pretty exciting despite being smacked right between the exams. Couldn't find a baju kurong and got nagged at for a few times but still, it was fun :)

 Sigh look so fat in my dress. 




Oh I also finally got the chance to meet Spot, the pup! :x

So cute, he's actually a mix between Jack Russell and Chiwawa. He's quite ugly actually but still adorable. Does that make any sense at all? I mean, he's skinny with huge ears but his personality is so lovable. He's super active and he runs around all the time with his ears flapping and then constantly slips and falls. Aww so cute. :)

And just Wednesday I met this bunch! :D
It's been awhile, girls. :)

Tried to smile with teeth. I know I look awkward but Angie said it was good effort ok!

Awkward photo is awkward

More awkwardness.

But despite the awkwardness, I still find them fun to hang out with just like I did a few years back! Haha, especially the girls, they never fail to make me happy! :)

I realise my post is all in pieces but I was never good at long posts so forgive me :(
Anyway, now that exams are over, I have a few days for some fun before internship starts! Gonna meet the girls (poly girls) on Mon, C on Tues and the groupmates on Wed for this!

Partyworld KTV for 6pax at $28!!! :o

Ok Idk how to continue this post anymore, I suck at long posts so here's my face if you missed me. I said if!

I feel so bhb :$


Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Wow neglected this space for exactly two weeks!
Sorry guys, I'm busy preparing for my exams. But worry not! I'll be back because my last paper is on Friday~ It'll be TGIF for sure. :)

Sunday, August 12, 2012

A ♥

On Tuesday I met Ann! :x



Brought her to try the legendary curry rice! HAHA.



Our really different sense of style! I can never pull off her clothes! :o

Great day spent with this girl, I wish I could make out more time for you!
And don't worry, I will never, ever, forget you. 

Sunday, August 5, 2012

Insight

Curry rice with the rhino kly! :x



Blog hits are back to pathetic, but nevermind! I know that I have a stalker! ;)

Anyhoo, been feeling really, I don't know, happy these days?
Last week was hell, definitely. Facing so much internal struggle and facing friends issues...it's never easy.

But today, I feel good. Despite having to get up early to help out (again), I really feel happier and I foresee better days to come.
There will always be a point in life when someone, close or not, will decide if they still want you in his or her life. Sad to say, the things you say or do to change that usually won't help and you'll just have to go with it, whether you like it or not.

I won't let that happen to me again.
Haters' gonna hate. I just need to keep the loved ones close.

On a lighter note, I'm doing up the last powerpoint for poly!!!
It's exciting yet sad when I think about it. Tomorrow will be the last time I'll present in school. It's supposed to be a good thing I guess! :)
Can't wait for school to end, can't wait for SIP to pass because there're so many good things waiting after that!
Hope SIP will be a breeze... Even though a part of me will be gone :( ! *fingerscrossed

Friday, August 3, 2012

So I met these girls on Tuesday! Sorry once again for oversleeping :(
Although its just dinner, I still had so much fun its never enough!! :x
So glad to have this bunch to talk to, what with all these recent issues bugging me...They're one of the last people I'd want to lose.

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Angie looks damn scary here!