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Sometimes I hate myself for being so straightforward.
It's like if there's something in my mind, it will, sooner or later, escape my mouth.

How do people swallow their thoughts?
I've hurt too many with my words, some of them really unintentionally and they really don't deserve that from me. Even if its from years ago, I can still remember those hurtful words I've said.


How do I become a more positive person? Sometimes I wonder, does my working environment suck (a little) or am I too pessimistic to handle everything?

I hate how I can dislike something so easily without trying hard to like it.
It's not natural is it? Hmm..

Fretzels

Hi, how's life.

Update from my previous post, I've found a job.

Yes, chose not to pursue a degree FIRST. I wonder if I'll regret this years down the road. 

My job's alright I guess, just that I'll meet people who really annoy me just by breathing and sorry, can't help it.

I don't know why someone can be so annoying, whatever he does or says annoys me to no fucking end. I've never loathed someone so much before, really. 

Anw, 16 more days to my confirmation date and I wonder if this is a right career to choose...

This is growing up. No more "What should I do when I grow up?" Once you leave school, you have to know. You have to work for it, you have to find something which can support you for the rest of your life. 

One wrong turn may cost you a few years down the drain which may then affect your future plans of getting married, having kids, yada.

So? No pressure. 

I planned to find a guy I love, settle down and get married at 25. Fat hope. Sis broke down everything for me and I guess I can say my bubble's pretty much burst at best. 

Step one: Find someone you want to spend forever with.

Step two: Work out your savings. Do you have enough money to get married? How much does it cost to hold a wedding? (And I really want a romantic dreamy wedding :( )

Step three: if you really want to get married at 25, you'll need a house which means you'll prolly need to start saving and start looking for one at the age of 22-23.

I've done Step one, but step two/three are pretty much impossible.

SINGAPORE, Y U SO HARD TO LIVE IN?

Or maybe, I should just ditch everything and start selling char kway teow. 

The father would be pleased. 

On a side note, here's a pic of the cute bf and I.

Thanks for having me.